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| 19 NOVEMBER 09
I'm really REALLY exhausted this time, but rather fulfilled! :)
Today was a crazyyyy day!! omg!
I can't believe I was so retardedly stupid luh pls! I READ ZHONG YICEN'S SMS WRONGLY!
I happily skipped to school early in the morning, reaching a full 10 minutes (a new record!) before the side gate closed. Sitting at our usual spot, I read Broader Perspectives until 8.57, when I realised that THERE WERE NO PEOPLE.
A few calls and SMSes made me realise that dance was CANCELLED IN THE MORNING and only to resume in the afternoon! omg I could have cried!!
What made things worse was that by the time I rushed all the way to the grandstand, the uncle closed the side gate already.
AGH I'm so stupid hahaha so in the end I walked the long way back to the bus stop and back home.
Sigh.
BUT! The rest of the day totally made up for it!
Dance was fun (as usual)! I always have lots of fun and retarded conversation with the girls luhhhz. (Katie if you're reading this!!) At least we don't just ---- all day, but we have ahem meaningful conversation as well! ;) If you know what I mean.
They're all such retarded, spastic but wonderfully nice people :D
Leave all the bitchiness and meanness to the bitchy and mean people, man! We're just here to have fun ;)
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After dance we headed to Anchorpoint (in the rain!) to shop for the SP costumes HAHAHA WHAT A TREASURE TROVE. Club Marc was $4.90 storewide! Which is perfect because they have the most ridiculous costumes that are so loud and unwearable in the day. PERFECT for our Rock and Roll costumes!! Srsly!
WE FOUND THE GREATEST EVER GENIE COSTUME! All for less than $10! Srsly, awesome stuff.
The Cotton On skirt (spotted by yours truly) also goes really well.
And Revathy has freak skinny legs. -envyyyyyy- ahhhh!
Dinner (which was actually at about 5.45: the earliest dinner I've ever had) was hilarious.
YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE TEARS CRIED.
And I can't even remember what we were laughing about! Except the fact that they laughed at my sushi :( tsktsk! How can Yicen say that it's a tomato when IT IS CLEARLY THE MOST SUSHI-ISH SUSHI IN THE WORLDDDD.
I swear, the was laughing gas in the air tonight ;)
It was fun, and a relief, after all the uncomfortable situations I keep finding myself in. Comfortable is almost unfamiliar. Hyah, I love my INDIAN dancers :)
Lovey love love!!
Oh and, I think everyone should join Plurk. Which totally beats Twitter, ANYTIME :) | | |
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“I like the stars. It’s the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they’re always flaring up and caving in and going out. But from here I can pretend… I can pretend that things last. I can pretend that lives last longer than moments. Mortals flicker and flash and fade. Worlds don’t last; and stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies and vanish into cold and dust. But I can pretend.”
— Olethros in Sandman (via kissmytoes) (via gatekeeper) (via fuckyeahstars)
So let's just pretend. :)
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Today was a rather uneventful one, except that tonight I'm going to Shiraz with Joyce to support the other girls. I didn't quite want to dance in a restaurant and Joyce didn't want to either so the most we can give is support I suppose! :)
They're performing at 9.30 tonight hohoho can't wait to see! :D Plus, I've never seen Angelina dance there before either :D :D :D
Exciting prospect of the day!!
Also, I'm hoping hard that my Hospital attachment application goes through!! It'll be an AWESOME experience :D Although short, I've always wanted to be on an official hospital attachment, not like those temporary, casual kinda things. This is going to be fun!!
The only thing I'm stuck with is, I can't quite decide really, whether I should take H3. But even though I'm thinking it through, something tells me that I've wanted to go for it all along. So yeah, I'll probably say yes IF I get accepted :)
Plans, plans, plans. There's so little time!!
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| 17 NOVEMBER 09
I am absolutely exhausted. All the girls are, evidenced by us rolling around on the floor of the area outside interact room after finishing 1 round of the dance.
UNGLAM TTM, but we certainly felt it necessary at the time x)
Gosh, I don't even do SP and I'm exhausted already!! After learning the whole dance it feels as if we're just doing it again and again without much reason. Perhaps we should take turns to step out and comment tomorrow, so the dance can improve instead of just going on and on and on... :/
Despite being tiring, I still find life rather lackluster, probably because I'm not actually doing anything in the least productive. Sigh my life is too boring for WORDS. I think there's smth wrong with me to feel like this so much. I mean, I DO have alot of things to do, just that none of them excite me very much.
I need to go and do something stupid and crazy and out of the blue like pierce my belly button or jog down orchard road in a bikini!!
...I think I'd rather do the former any day. But as for my fear of things being inserted into me... Hm.
I'll have to consider carefully!
I totally have nothing against piercing my body, although I know some do. I mean, it's just a piercing!! Piercings can be removed, and healed. Tattoos on the other hand, are a different story altogether! I don't think I'd want a tattoo :/ it's not my thing. Plus, I have a total obsession with my body symmetry. I cannot stand it if I am not symmetrical!! Other than my hair of course, since i have a side parting.
Should I, or should I not?
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Anyway, after dance I met V and R to go to Orchard and shop for presents for the KSA people. Bleah, I felt like a nuisance because I always take super long to make up my mind. I really admire those two for putting up with my "Should I get this one...?" "Which one do you think is nicer?" "Eh but this is quite nice too!" "Hmm, should I get poker cards?" "OMG this is so cute!" nonsense.
Ah well, at least I completed what I started out to do, and procured presents for my home stay family.
:D
After that I met my Mom and we went on a crazy shopping expedition hahaha I still don't know what the total bill came up to, but I do know that IT IS NOT ENTIRELY MY DOING. My Mom spends so much!! But she bought lots of presents and stuff so I guess it's justified heehee.
I also discovered the biggest cotton on I've ever seen in Velocity!! O.O hahaha! Go there! Got lots to see, and nice underwear ;)
Ugh. I lost my train of thought cos I got distracted by the blinking orange bars down there.
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| I miss those night skies/ Singapore's night sky is so dull quite obscured by buildings plus light pollution. Bleah, living in such a place does have its costs I suppose :/
16 NOVEMBER 09
Outing with MIS-SING today was incomplete without Mel and Leng around to make life even more exciting; Liting and I found ourselves with two bubbles of gloom whilst at Kallang Leisure Park.
Although, once we made our exit / people were fed / siblings were consulted about movie timings / our plans were changed, their moods shifted considerably and I'm glad! :)
ALTHOUGH this WAS failed attempt number TWO at ice skating because of a variety of reasons:
1) Eu was really drop-dead tired and gloomy (ha)
2) Ning violently objects to going ice skating, and will only buy a $3 entrance ticket to stand around and cheer us on if we do choose to go ice skating.
3) The rink was crowded.
4) My Girlfriend Is An Agent was so tempting!!
5) Our ice skating plans are doomed to never work out!! GAH.
6) We'd probably never bump into Kim Bum at the rink anyways, however much we fantasized and imagined. Sigh.
I still enjoyed my afternoon with the girls hoho :) although no pictures came out of it, unlike last time; pictures were too many to count! x) heehee.
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I just spent the last half an hour researching on nail fungus to learn more about what's happening to my nails (and actually more of convincing myself that they will DEFINITELY turn back to normal sooner or later). I will never forget this; nail fungus is so incredibly hard hard hard to get rid of! I will NEVER run in tight shoes again!! I SWEAR IT.
Ugh horrible ugly nails.
The only thing is that now I've covered them in a layer of glowy red so you can't see the deesgusteeng fungus. Funnily enough, the wikipedia page that I checked out said that patients of Onychomycosis suffer psychosocial effects from the appearance of the fungus. It is SO RIGHT. I've never been so self-conscious of my toenails before in my LIFE.
I just want it to freaking go away as fast as possible! So I can carry on with my life and dance without the constant fear of it dropping off (the right toenail is this < > close to dropping off alr, it's only a matter of time!!)
D:
Save me from this disgusting fate pleaseeee.
I am so highly disturbed and worried for the next nail.
What if it grows back funny! WHAT IF MY NAIL NEVER LOOKS THE SAME AGAIN! I've a right mind to tape the nail in question down so that it never ever falls off. I'd rather keep this one (that is in a rather gross state) that doesn't grow than suffer the rest of my life with a disfigured big toenail.
It's not ever a SMALL toenail; it's a freaking BIG toenail.
Ok I shall stop whining or I will drive myself crazy with thoughts of a future with a disfigured and gnarly toenail. I've always frowned at gross toenails and now I have one.
WHO KNEW.
BAH.
Serves me right
Karma's a bitch.
:(
boohoo.
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LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,
Tomorrow I'm going out with Valencia and possibly Regina to check out presents for our buddies / our buddies' families! Hoohoo I hope I can find a cute present for Junho (he looks like he likes funny stuff, says V), and suitable presents for the other unknown people that represent Singapore in a non-cliched (as in, merlions and Singapore keychains) kinda way.
It's harder than it sounds !! But I'm going to get a full night's rest before going to school for dance tmrw :) I've decided to take a bus tomorrow since I don't want to hang around in school so long. Plus, there are no tables at the "space outside the interact room".
Gah, I hate waiting for 156 but I guess I'll have to if I don't wanna go to school at 7.30 (dance starts at 9!)
...Unless Mommy wants to have breakfast with me!!
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| 15 NOVEMBER 09
I must say, my weekend rejuvenation has been very very enjoyable indeed :) I went to the library yesterday after dance lesson to pick up some books with my Mom (followed by a very very short shopping expedition in Anchorpoint, then Kaya toast with eggs).
Now I'm spending most of my Sunday curled up with a book and neglecting all my messages.
Later, later. I'll reply later.
(Sorry in advance!)
But I suppose because I have a bad habit of picking books by looking at their covers, I end up with a large bunch of trashy novels which aren't stimulating or worth reading, but quite relaxing. Although, some of the time it really gets too trashy and I give up after a few chapters or so.
Whaat, the library is free, after all! :) Might as well make good good use of it.
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Tomorrow MIS-SING is going ice skating! :D hahaha oh no, that reminds me, I should confirm with them again about tomorrow. Wow, it's really been an age since I last went ice skating, because the rink at Jurong East closed down, regrettably. Can't wait for it to open again man!!
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I've finished my Korean drama already!!! RAWR SO FAST HURH. How upsetting, but it wasn't that short.
178 episodes!!
I'm proud of myself! But it ended all too quickly. I really wasn't expecting it to end so fast. So now perhaps I'll move on to Gossip Girl, if I can bear the waiting time for it to load (gosh).
It's also barely a week before I leave for Koreaaaa! So exciting!! The NJ buddies are all fun people, and I'm sure the trip's going to be awesome though short! Hyah hyah Ms. Lim so cute, she actually sent me an email telling me what to buy for her since Tai Wan and Zi Zhao would probably be super blur about everything (she wants to get cosmetics).
I CANNOT WAIT TO GO!
But before that I have to survive the 22nd performance to day before I leave gahhh.
I'm hoping for the best!
And I feel like taking up Salsa. I need to do something new and interesting! Desperately!
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